Seated on the train, Erich stared out the window at the passing scenery, and began to think the exchange HAD Brought back on the past year. He felt older. He moved further up and further upwards away from the past and he knew it. Although he was not yet a man, he could not identify with the boy along he had once been.
Pull back to the present moment, his focus shifted to the person sitting opposite _him_. The only friend in the world he had thoughtlessly chewed on the nail as de son thumbs His eyes the note of a piece he read already knew by heart. For his solo in this year’s contest Your teacher Grieg Våren had selected.
Erich Gustav watched quietly and smiled to himself. It amused _him_ That someone with so much skill and experience could still suffer from last minute nerves before a small little Austro-Hungarian Youth Orchestra concert.
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The setup was pretty easy this year. Rooms 1-3 are reserved for their group. Four beds in a room, two boys on a bed. Old military style beds which in protest at the slightest creak bewegungs also covered with coarse white sheets that smelled of the fresh mountain air. Erich and Gustav were the youngest among the assigned Boys If space 3. Like all other rooms in the inn, it was basic but cozy with a modest gas lantern Each of the two oak bedside tables, a wide window in the sun during the leave to day regulation and the wooden cross nailed to the wall above him.
The dormitories they were sharing for the next six days. It was closely ounce rather all icts occupants inside were – instruments, bags and all-purpose – no one complains.
want your teacher did his best, a certain degree of discipline in the group of young people to force under his care he HAD Beens long and tiring day and from 10 am atteint la fin de son strength and gone to bed. Fortunately he would with the boys at the end of the hall in Room 1. In contrast to the poor bastards dans l’autre two who keep quiet were forced to share the boys in room 3 took their luck and got to whispering among themselves After lights out. It started with a few snide comments about the competition, then a bit of gossip about ang some of the boys in their own group reviews Who were not in the room. An older boy with the name of a dirty joke dike Mayr said that only half of the room understood goal qui all pressured felt to laugh.
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Gustav heard passively to the nonsense the other offert up in response and Erich, not amused by the one-upmanship de son colleague interjected with "childish fools who many of you". Fairly mild, given the possible retorts in his Arsenal goal Aussitôt The wind increased from the boys sailing, junior and senior alike and Gustav smiled to himself. It was times like thesis that _him_ proud to have made a friend who was so much more mature than his 16 years.
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As midnight Approached the boys moved to their beds and the whisper silent gradually, one by one, they dropped.
The calm summer breeze wafted gently through the open window in the clouds purpose suffocated Each moonlight could-have shone in the small space. A stronger gust of wind threw the closure back to make it rap against the wall and turned over Erich, dropped his arm to Gustav chest and instinctively curling around _him_ in a possessive half hug. Gustav Touched target Did not awaken.
A gentle rain began to fall. Half asleep, Erich Gustav moved closer and took in the warm scent de son body. The two had slept together in tight spaces and many times it seemed to many that her body touched accidentally want it all was innocent and totally never call something Meant.
The goal was something else about the night. Erich had HAD Beens in the middle of a magnificently primitive dream that completely His cock stiff Call left, something he est vaguely aware devenu If His lower body unknowingly His friend brushed thighs contre. It felt good and he let out a little moan of satisfaction, just loud enough to key of Gustav his slumber. realized with enough presence of mind he had drifted too close to Eric’s side of the bed, Issued Gustav a sleepy sigh and stirred, as he would have one night Any Other. Except this time was Eric’s arm over his friend’s side draped, hand dangling limply from the wrist.
Gustav thought nothing of it and immediately slipped back into the nothingness of sleep.
Yet somewhere entre consciousness and dreaming, snuggled Erich near Gustav ounce more. The blind trust of a sleepwalker His hand cam and grabbed Gustav shoulder, gently squeezed _him_ target firmly welded. His mouth cam on the de son neck rest. The heat de son skin was so welcoming and Erich lips parted Apparently agreement and kissed _him_ there.
Gustav Did not respond, we want to sleep Ching; His calm, steady breathing His chest causing slow to rise and fall.
Erich also later gave his hand to find the grip sleeve of Gustav nightshirt, his lower body impulsively contre in Gustav gentle, rhythmic movements rocking to sleep, resurfacing a moment. Although Gustav was not woken up, he trying unconsciously back away from Erich move. INSTEAD purpose shall be closely held to let Erich moved closer to Gustav _him_.
His hand, one step ahead of de son thought was slipping the front Gustav body and he felt an electric surge Fast If. On the semi-erect shape entre legacy his friend to rest Cam We deeply unconscious level, it was pleasant to the touch, as he ran his fingers over it, then his palm. Gustav moaned softly His goal remained calm and steady breathing. Wax and now excited to rub Erich Began the fixed projection under his palm; Then gently welded at first and a little more firmly.
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Gustav responded easily, Erich fingertips with his bare flesh was added as a contact, still held goal and let it happen. With shallow breaths and eyes closed, the boys were on the deeply shameful urging her youthful loins. They knew that they do what was incredibly naughty, dirty and wrong aim of this awareness was little more than a weak warning in the face of her screaming desired.
Timid Erich started his hand up and down and enjoyed the subtle way Gustav move to tight muscles in response à son touch; caught the way his jagged breaths in his throat and his sex twitched Every time his foreskin back and forth over its sensitive tip was pulled. That he, because Forex liked Erich Could thesis in his friend. I liked the fact that he could do so squirm under the sheets _him_, wet and gasping where, just a few minutes earlier, sleep Innocently beens.
Rubbing his own body contre Gustav all the time, Erich soon felt the stimulation for _him_ to be too much. Purpose-before he could think of he deceleration was distracted by the sounds behave is de son friend. The soft little moans Erich very satisfied and with a self-satisfied grin that he will soon reach its own quiet climax.
Followed before he rolled away from Gustav and on the back, the belly wet and his chest heaving a few times around.
As Erich awoke the next morning, Gustav was already gone. Besides the two younger members of the group all l’autre boys were and, dressing and plump Trying to make their beds, without disturbing their neighbors – an uncharacteristic show of consideration that would fall significantly from each other by the second day and disappear Call completely through the third.
Erich Have not in any of ’em so much as hinted at Gustav and breakfast what had happened the night before.
dragged the day and it went on in much Sami men, as they always were. Your group took the second place in two categories and Gustav was awarded first prize for his solo performance on the third day. Purpose These two highlights of the competition week had aside beens a dreary affair. It was the weekend, the kind of weather was raining that low spirits guaranteed.
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Not half a minute after he had-counter hostel it started to rain on the way.
Erich returned to the room, drops and cough, to find Gustav there. He was to go to a solemn mood, and without a word Erich knew that it was not at the bottom of your argument. It was something else.
"What happened?" He asked in his least aggressive tone.
"My father is dead," Gustav replied softly.
After a considerable pause Erich replied, "I’m sorry" and Gustav mumbled his polite thanks.
"I` be-have to leave early for Freudenthal. The mother will take me."
"Of course," Erich said, nodding his understanding. he immediately to spend the idea, the rest of the week there without abhorred His friend, Aim refused to let it show. Another moment of silence before he spoke again followed.
"Is there something I can do?"
Gustav shook his head, his eyes cast down and Erich felt a deep sympathy for his friend, along with an underlying sense of guilt for his lack of patience – not only that day target in general – and he inwardly decided a better friend to be Gustav, as he did so after Often such times of insight.
"I’m sorry," he repeated softly.
Looked up and Gustav Erich Seized was a strong pang of desire, which is second their eyes. Something in the stoic son grieving friend vulnerability de _him_ with a sense of longing fulfilled Profound he could not quite understand. A euphoric warmth spread through his body, and an unexplained force pulled _him_ to Gustav as it had done that night four days earlier.
Only now it was stronger.
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After a short pause replied Gustav quietly: "We do not shoulds."
Erich insides churned with self-hatred, with frustration, anger and disappointment. He agreed words of his friend, aim at the time Sami each fiber de son Being em rejected.
"Why not?" He felt his lips formed the words, barely audible whisper has above the rain, raised the question before he had time, was even thinking about what he said. Gustav had no answer and looked away. A minute passed, the feeling like an old man.
The incorrectness it, you both did not think of themselves. For this reason.
Gustav did not know he was not, why more surprises ahead of his friend. He could not bring could look at Erich target his eyes on _him_ as a blow felt in the face. The intensity of the moment you had shared reviews the other night still a fresh wound in his memory was the guilt gnawing vicious animal on his conscience.
He wore only so much of the blame, as Erich, if not more. He cam from a strong family, a house of values, godly decency. His friend was missing this solid ground under their feet and his SO behavior could be forgiven goal Gustav knew better.
Yet the loin de son are appealing was too powerful. The sense of morality, his parents, his teachers and his priests had worked for years to mediate in _him_ was strong, like this … This was stronger. The good boy did not stand a chance against the wanton and depraved young man, he was too fast.
The prospect of shame and the enticing promise of heaven He is not strong Weighed by Erich heart knowing meant was, when his eyes his friend’s face wandered over. It was so familiar that face, the feelings evoked goal in _him_ were completely foreign _him_ Call. With a new interest in every detail he took, first saw the perfection in every whip and the exquisite beauty of the eyes veiled.
He wanted flawless alabaster skin touching, fingers running through his caramel That unruly hair. He wanted to know how those lips would feel on his; If what taste it as the title to this mouth to demand.
And so he moved closer, Gustav gently press against the wall and touched His fingertips à son chin. Gustav closed eyes and slowly turned around his Eric. Their bodies were to feel close enough for each of them, the heat from the skin and radiating-performance, but not quite touching.
The kiss was exploratory, yet cautious. It was the sensuous moment of Erich life. They enjoyed the moment ethereal, knowing that it would lead to an end and that, if it did, nothing would ever be the same again.
Something big Awaited em at the end, something wonderful and terrifying.
Erich took off his shirt and sat down on the edge of the bed, before moving on pants à son. It was dark. The others would return soon and he knew that he did not have much time-.
"Come here," he whispered, turning the leaves down before the light goes out.
obeys without matter and Gustav Erich held _him_ a while, stroked the side face de son, his arms, his hair. Bit by bit slowly Erich slipped out of the rest of de son wet clothes and pulled the blanket over ’em, as his mouth sought and found his friend. A loving hand wandered over Gustav shoulder and patted his arm.
A deceptively quiet moment of intimacy that stretched into an eternity.
Inside Erich was on fire. His heart hammered in his chest away and he was talking to excite. Gustav trembled slightly as always, too overwhelmed to notice by touching his friend.
His throat felt dry and tight, his muscles tense with anticipation.
With a grace uncommon for a so young Erich climbed on top of Gustav and began to undress _him_. There was not much to remove, just a simple cotton underwear. Erich lay on _him_ Both she and her held breath, excited their pulses race.
The strange, new feeling of their naked bodies touching their heads filled with dangerous and exciting ideas. They were made far from home and giddy with freedom, purpose in many ways they were still children, and they both knew it.
Gustav breath caught as he felt Erich hand entre heritage in the throat. Warm fingers Crosses Most private parts de son Such bodies with fearless confidence and he arched back in his joy. Erich leaned over and kissed her again Gustav, sinking his tongue deep into Gustav mouth and reveled in the taste and texture before pulling away, flushed and out of breath.
The night air was quiet and heavy with promise. The rain had slowed to a steady drizzle. Erich felt intense year entre His aching legs and a hot adrenaline coursed through his veins, as he looked at the pale form below _him_ down, barely visible in the darkness of the room. What he could see little it was nice.
Why not? Asked Erich itself. Would it be so wrong?
Whether the answer was yes or no, it was not meant to be that night. addressed the faint sound of voices on the other side of the door and, with a sigh Resigned Erich Gustav rolled off and on his own side of the bed. Fearing the long, frustrating night before _him_, Erich turned His back on Gustav and closed his eyes.
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